that the old me will not be returning anytime soon. I don’t know. I find it hard to write decent posts these months, let alone a single meaningful paragraph.
Baka nabobo na ko. Anyway, I don’t think that I’ll return anytime soon. Maybe an occasional post or update here and there, but I cannot guarantee that I’d be back for good. So yeah. Just so yu know, Whoever you are who’s on my blog. If there are any.
should I start being active again, you know pouring my thoughts on my blog again, or should I just keep things to myself?
Don’t be afraid to take the plunge.. You won’t fall into oblivion because I’d be there to catch you.
Hi. You told me that you love talking to me. I do too. I’m sorry if I can only open up on texts and on facebook. I can’t talk to you in person. You once asked me why, and I didn’t want to answer because I thought that you might misunderstand some things. But now, I’ll say the reasons
First of all, I don’t want you to be seen with me in public. Remeber the time I told you that I’ve no confidence on my looks? It’s true. I never see myself the way you see me. I always think that I don’t deserve to be beside you. You’re so beautiful, you know that? And I’m lucky to have you. Sorry I don’t have the physical perfection that you have. Sorry that I don’t have confidence with how I look. I just don’t want others to think that you’re hanging out with Quasimodo.
Secondly, I’m a boring person. I’ve told you about this, haven’t I? I easily run out of topics, and there’d be an awful lot of awkward moments. I’m a listener rather than a talker. I could sit with you for an hour, saying nothing, and still feel that it was something that I could treasure. I’m sorry if I’m usually quite whenever you’re around, or whenever we have those rare moments that we’re together.
I’m sorry that I can’t be like other guys, who could talk to you as if nobody’s looking. I’m sorry that I’m not man enough to make you feel that you’re special to me. (Ugh. aasarin na naman ako ng MARV na bakla ako. -___- haha) but trust me. You are. :)
someone just made me cry because of his heart-warming message for me and because of that, you deserve a virtual hug from me. >:)< *huuggg* haha. Hi, V.
LOL ate why you so clingy XD jk. Hahah. Bawal kasi sad. :)
This is the nomination I’ve received from my friend/kuya/tatay, Kuya Red. :)
“In accepting the Sunshine Award, the blogger must:
11 Facts About Me:
11 Bloggers that I admire (ganto na lang. Late na + Naakakahiya magtanong XD )
What happened? bakit ka nagdeact? :( So unfair. :(
Every one of us has dreamed of having a special someone at some point in our lives. Some might already have that special someone by now while others still have no luck and there are some who are getting there. On the other hand, some people are afraid to express their feelings.
What’s not to like about having a special someone? From the moment you wake up ‘til you sleep, you get to feel loved. When you wake up you think of that someone. You get to receive a “good morning, baby!” text, after which you’d be texting each other all day. There are even some out there who are really lazy when it comes to texting, yet they manage to reply to their special someone. Being in a relationship with someone also helps you escape loneliness. There will be someone whom you can talk about almost anything. There will be someone who could understand what you’re going through. Best of all is that you’ll have someone who will be with you through thick and thin and that there’s someone who loves you just the way you are.
Being in love is really something special yet others are afraid. They’re afraid of rejection. They think that the people they like will never feel the same for them. They’re not confident about themselves. They think that they are not good enough to be with the person they love. They’re afraid that they won’t be loved back.
Love is for the brave. Those who are ready and willing to give their all to that someone and not afraid to be rejected. Love is also a complicated thing. You’ll never know when it will hit you. You’ll just wake up one day, a person stuck in your head feeling like he/she is the one for you. Who knows, you might be thinking of that special someone right now.
Just wanted to share this. A part of an update about me I guess? :) I really enjoy taking pictures, although I don’t have a camera of my own. Haha. :))
So last week, we had this seminar about photography, it was free so my classmates signed up. I wasn’t in the room when it was announced so I had no idea. The next day, I was shocked to learn that my name was listed. I didn’t have a camera with me. Luckily, my classmate didn’t want to join so he lent me his. So we had this seminar and the speaker was Sir Jimmy Domingo. Yes. SIR JIMMY. :D It was really awesome listening to his seminar and I learned a lot. :) After the seminar he asked us to go around the campus and take photos containing lines, forms and shapes. I found it difficult and challenging (beginner here) and these 3 pics are what I came up with. After that, I didn’t finish the seminar because we were busy preparing for the World Teachers’ Day the next day. What shocked me was that after the seminar, a friend told me that my pictures were featured. I was both embarrassed and happy I guess? XD I don’t know what to feel that time. :) Too bad that I didn’t hear what Sir Jimmy said about my photos. Well all I could say was that it was fun. :)
They usually see the glass as half empty. They tend to look at a problem in a bad light. They have doubts whenever they receive good news.
It’s not good to be a pessimist. But can you blame them for being what they’ve become? Can you say that it’s their fault that they’ve become negative thinkers?
Being disappointed again and again is tiring. You expect something from someone and they fail to meet your expectations. They say sorry, you forgive them and they do the same thing again. People would say that disappointments happen because you expected. What choice do you have if a person’s actions nd words dictate that you expect something? Only a fool would pretend to be blind regarding those mistakes and failures. Soon enough, you’ll realize that you’re tired of being disappointed, so you find someone who you hope won’t disappoint you. They end up doing the same thing. Soon enough, you’ll deduce that all people are the same. They hurt and disappoint. In the end, your thoughts become negative when it comes to meeting new people.
Maybe this is a reason why a pessimist thinks negatively. Because of people disappointing him/her repeatedly. Although people say that being pessimistic isn’t good, they still have an advantage; and that is that they are more careful than others, therefore they evade pain and disappointments
She’s sometimes unpredictable. She might suddenly hate you for no reason at all. It might sometimes be brought by her “monthly visit” or stress from school or work. But bear with her. It’s her way of asking for your sweet words, gentle hugs and tender caress. It’s her way of asking for your love and affection. It’s her way of telling you that she needs your love, and that she needs you.
She takes too long to choose what to wear. “Is it better to pair this with that? Blue or yellow? Plain shirt or dress? Do I look fat in these?” Sometimes you’ll find yourself bombarded with these questions. Be patient. She simply wants to look presentable when other people see you together. She wants to look her best. She would occasionally want to outshine other girls. It may sound vain, but she’s doing all these things for you. She doesn’t want your eyes to wander to other girls. She wants your attention for herself. Selfishly sweet isn’t it?
She easily gets jealous. It breaks her heart when you talk to other girls. She gets nervous whenever you don’t reply immediately. “Is he okay? What happened? Is his phone’s batter empty? Could he be talking to other girls right now?” A little over the top, right? It’s because she cares for you. She easily gets worried about you.
Yes, she is sometimes overprotective She might turn from an adorable puppy to a raging bull. But she does all of these things because she’s afraid to lose you. It’s because she doesn’t want you to be in harm’s way. All simply because, she loves you.